moment that i surprised..

smlm interview...kt company cmewww..www tu whole world wide..cek gak la website die..byk buat software for medical..medical software la..combine system ngn medical equipment..intersting abis..so pg la..then boss situ interview..cina tp fasih BM mmg x pelat la..die cmpur2 kan la bahasa..tp mcm biase kite akn ckp BI la kan..tibe2..die kate my english very good..pdhal rase biase2 je..appreciate it..then die offer keje cm marketing la..if i accept this work..i will expert in marketing(skill PR ,wat presentation new product),customer service(jumpe ngn client),software developer(company system) n biology(byk product mcm pharmacy,medical source)...4 skill in 1 job..fuyoo..hope bleh buat la..ok la..gudluck for me..

TRAVEL to Europe....

2 November 2006-dari KL ke PARIS
3 November 2006-sampai Paris terus ke LA FAYATE shopping n fashion show.Then bermalam di Holiday INN
4 November 2006-city tour di PARIS.go to EIFEL TOWER naik 2nd floor lihat pemandangan PARIS.Then, cruise di PARIS.
5 November 2006-bertolak ke BRUSSELS.pegi ATOMION.city tour di BRUSSEL.pegi muzium sekali.bermalam di Tulip Inn di AMSTERDAM.
6 November 2006-city tour di AMSTERDAM.tgk kincir angin.pegi fisherman village.cruise di AMSTERDAM.pegi tmpt wat diamond.shopping kt situ.lawa gile.
7 November 2006-bertolak ke BRUSSEL nk naik EUROSTAR(keretapi lalu dasar laut lg) ke LONDON.bermalam di CENTRAL PARK hotel di LONDON.dkt je ngn malaysia hall.
8 November 2006-city tour di LONDON.pastu shoping sakan kt Oxford Street.beli kt MARKS n SPENCER.
9 November 2006- ade mase terluang.shopping lg..pegi AGOS(tgk brg kt catalog)..pegi planet hollywood n hard rock..Then bertolak blk dr airport LONDON..beli handbeg HARRODS tu..best sgt..ye la branded..
10 November 2006- sampai di KL

emotional....

why emo????
hahhah...
kadang2 tu...ade time mood kite lari...so ter'emo'..
1 day....sms lah sum1 pnye la pjg sms...tbe2 jwpn yg diberi x berape puas ati..
pendek giler tu...why???adakah die malas nk layan or what???
pastu sakit ati giler...+mrajuk.....dh geram tu ape lg...
dgn jujurnye bls blk kt org tu..ape yg dirasakan....
then org tu kate...apsal ni..lain mcm je..b4 this x cmni pn..ok jer...
msti ade prob lain...emo sgt...pastu br rse lega coz org tu concern psl kte b4 this...
trus lega...last2 cool sndiri....hehehe....

maybe ade prob lain...xde org nk concern kot...
ayat ni best..nobody cheer me up but suddenly hurt me...
hehhehe...
maybe geram ngn org yg x bls sms lgsg tu...a liar...
lupekan jer la kt matter yg x pntg tu...hehehe...


Still out there

In the silence,I hear breaking;
In the stillness,I feel shaking.
Cut off my feelings,
Shackle my heart,
Say it's no ending,
Pretend it's a start,
Look for some light,
Some hope in the air.
Pretend I'm not hurting,
Pretend I don't care.
Feign it's still out there,
It waits to be found.
Else enter the darkness,
Where spirits be drowned.

berhentilah hujan dan airmata

hujan lebatnye..
airmata mengalir dgn byknye...
bile nk berhenti kedua2nye....
krn perasaan yg geram itulah..
sanggup meredahi hujan airmata...
org tgk..tidak boleh berkata ape..
airmata makin mencurah2...
malas mahu berasa malu...
lantak lah kata org...
orang hairan melihat kemerahan mata...
lantak lah perasaan org...
bile mengingati peristiwa itu..airmata mengalir kembali..
malangnye nasib...
hari yg gembira dan malang...
apa la nasib...

mawi vs siti...

alkisah...
bcoz my mom minat mawi...so mawi menang la...
sian kt ina...ina nk mawi tp mawi x nk ina...nk wat camane...
maybe ade lg rahsia antara mereka...tp dua2 memg x slh..
hak masing2...nmpk muka ina sedey...ye la 1st love kan...
tp mawi relax je...mawi pn mmg sibuk xde mase nk pikirkan matter cmni..
mase mawi padat sungguh..sonk bg commitment kt ina pn sush...ina kene paham..
as ina pn mesti tensen mawi xde mase 4 her..so ina pn kna phm..
in the end dua2 buat hal sndiri so xde problem dh..
ina pn jgn la heboh2 sgt coz mawi org glamour mls nk gembar-gemburkn perkara remeh ni..
org glamor bende sikit bleh jd bsr..pjg plak citer....

the end..

pada siti...semoga bahagia...wpn aku bkn peminat die tp kwn yg minat die pn x minat sgt dh..
dissapointed..ni pompuan bkn laki..laki apetah lg..

Best Song

Be Without You
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you(Oh, oh, oh, oh)Oooo (oh, oh, oh, oh) oooo
Chemistry was crazy from the get-go
Neither one of us knew why
We didn't build nothing overnight
Cuz a love like this takes some time
People swore it off as a phase
Said we can't see that
Now from top to bottom
They see that we did that (yes)
It's so true that (yes)
We've been through it (yes)
We got real sh** (yes)
See baby we been...
Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby
I got a question for ya
See I already know the answer
But still I wanna ask you
Would you lie? (no)
Make me cry? (no)
Do somethin' behind my back and then try to cover it up?
Well, neither would I, baby
My love is only your love (yes)
I'll be faithful (yes)
I'm for real (yes)
And with us you'll always know the deal
We've been...
Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby
See this is real talkI'm always stay (no matter what)
Good or bad (thick and thin)Right or wrong (all day everyday)
Now if you're down on love or don't believe
This ain't for you (no, this ain't for you)
And if you got it deep in your heart
And deep down you know that it's true (come on, come on, come on)
Well, let me see you put your hands up (hands up)
Fellas tell your lady she's the one (fellas tell your lady she's the one, oh)
Put your hands up (hands up)
Ladies let him know he's got your love
Look him right in his eyes and tell him
We've been...
Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your babyHeeeeeeeeeeeey OhhhhhhhhhhhhhHeeeeeeeeeeeey Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you

kenagan terindah

Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang tlah hilang
Darimu yang mampu menyanjungku
Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun aku mampu
Untuk mengenangmu
Darimu kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku kaulah cinta sejati
Iye ye ye …. Uh …. (Bagiku engkaulah…Bcinta sejati… )
Chorus :Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau
Kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang tlah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

21 ogos 2006....

tarikh happy bg top star siti nurhaliza...
pd yg laki2 tu melepas la....
ni pn tarikh besday kwn aku....wah bangga jugak la...
aku nk tgk nikah siti kt internet ni...lg beberapa minit...
x minat siti pn tp nk gak tgk...
kecoh siut opis ni...sume nk tgk...
tp mcm lembap gak la..suara ok...ok la...nk tgk dh..

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Dewa 19 - Sedang Ingin Bercinta

Setiap ada kamu mengapa jantungku

Berdetak lebih kencang .. seperti genderang mau perang

Setiap ada kamu mengapa darahku

Mengalir lebih cepat dari ujung kaki ke ujung kepala

Setiap ada kamu otakku berpikir

Bagaimana caranya untuk berdua bersama kamu

Reff: AKU SEDANG INGIN BERCINTA KARENA

MUNGKIN ADA KAMU DISINI…AKU INGIN...

konvokesyen

tanggal 12 ogos lalu ade graduation day....best gak la...jumpe kwn2...bergmbr...lepk mlm tu mcm gathering plak..bile dpt jmpe lg..ade yg keje n akn keje..alhamdulilah...rezeki masing2..tp dh keje pn cm malas je nk pi...tp keje ni best la buat mase ni..akhir bln plg best skali..poket penuh...hehe..semoga kite sume happy2 selalu...

world cup fever..

fever..fever...
tensen tol world cup 3pg...final nnti lg tensen coz kene keje..france vs italy...go france..but italy bagus gak...
dlm fever ni..tuah gak..pd satu hari di sg.wang..
ade la maxis buat game sempena world cup ni..then...kwn tarik surh masuk...
grand prize handphone n70 3G phone tu....tp x lyk la org mcm kite...
main punye main..x sgka ke final..lwn ngn 1 chinese guy...ps2 tu..pilih england that guy pilih france..
tak disangka menang...so that grand prize hak milik kekal oya..haha..
tuah tol...tak sangka 1st time join benda cmni...yezza!!!!!!!!
thanks to all yg trlibt...rezeki...pelik sungguh..dhla 1st time main ps2..hehehe...

start work..

alhamdulilah...tak sangka dapat keje gak lepas belajar ni...if x dapt ngt nk smbung master tp kna ade duit gak..keje baru di tm net..1st day briefing keje cm best gak..agk ke arh bidg terjun..stdy programming tp dpt networking..rezeki..best la dpt komputer sorg 1..buat task yg diberi..still new..belum knal spenuhnya staff..majoriti guys kot..tp ape2 pn kna ade effort pd keje ni..blajr tu pnting..kte sntiasa continuos our study..gud luck to me..hopefully successful..

a time to remember

They come into our lives for such a short time
a time we wouldn't trade not even for a dime
Then before you know it the years have flown by
and then all of the sudden we're saying good-bye
It wasn't that long ago we said our good-byes
we held on to you tight as you closed your eyes
Your spirit has flown home on the wings of a dove
into God's loving arm's; in heaven above
Over the days we've shed many tears
but the memories we have will live on for years
We feel your presence and we know that your near
you're keeping us safe and calming our fear
We think about memories from years past
when you were young and strong and ran so fast
we remember all the great times that we all had
how you always made us happy never made us mad
They were the best and happiest years we had
we'll always look back on them and never be sad
We look forward to the time we'll be together again
and we thank the Lord for such a great friend
Now you run and play up in Heaven above
cradled in God's arms covered with his love
Playing by the Bridge waiting for the day
we come down thru the meadow to the bridge to stay
The love that you showed us we'll never forget
because to us you're one very special pet
You're like a star in the dark of nightal
ways watching over us with the Lord's light
So now we take time to remember our best friend
who will always be with us even to the end
We'll always remember you the way you were
one big lovable huggable pile of fur

my love

It's quite a small, but lonely, world...
I wish there was someone here for me to hold...
My love is true and from the heart...
Y ou knew that from the start...
As each day passes, you will see...
That we were meant to be...
You may not understand it now...
But you will understand it somehow...
When I say that I love you...
I meant it and I really do...
Look deep down in your heart...
You will see my love, it will never fade...
Once I love, my love is here to stay...
** picture of my love...

Travelling

Malaysia to Brisbane to Gold Coast
Jun2005
Perjalanan mengambil masa 6 or 8 jam..Keadaan sane sejuk yang terkawal..Flight landing di Brisbane Airport..Then dari situ terus ke gold coast..Penginapan di Mercury Resort, Gold Coast..Sane faymes ngn surfin..Kawsn tepi pantai..Di sana susah untuk mendapatkan food yang halal..al-maklum negara orang.Kami makan di restoran melayu di sane setiap malam..Ok la kadang-kadang..Dah situ je tempat makan so makan je la..Majoriti org malaysia makan di sane..even celebrity and corporate makan kat sini..walaupun biase je..
Lawatan yang pertama di Sea World..Menarik..ade binatang..ade games..Kami tgk show dolphin..sea horse..memg ditraining sehabis baik animal tu..best la..kat sane ade polar bear,ikan2,dugong,n etc...'dolphin diorg bijak sikit'pastu ade games air..jual souvenir..tmpt mkn2..tgk map die besar..sume tmpt singgah..
Kemudian hari berikutnya kami pergi ke tmpt ape ntah namenye..tmpt cm coboy la..byk kandang kuda, kambing biri2,khinzir,lembu..kwsn kampung pnye la..ade show kambing biri2..mcm2 rupe sheep tu..ade tu cm MICHAEL JAKSON..shownye..penonton ni wakil for shave bulu sheep tu..menarik gak la..pastu tgk show kuda sikit je..pastu die tnjk cm kt camping pnye food n drink..cmne nk buat..pastu show anjing kejar sheep..mcm2 kan..(kate org kene tipu kt sane coz tmpt kite pn ade binatang tu kt kg)..
Pastu hari berikutnya..pegi DREAMWORLD..ni tmpt NICKELODEON..Cm sunway lagoon la..taman air..mcm2 permainan ade..as usual ade tmpt souvenir and mkn2..Kitorg mkn ice-cream mango..sedap..pastu ikut map tu tgk show yg ade..ade tgk slime quiz..IMAX picture..jmpa la dgn RUGRATS n lupe lak name 1 kartun tu..
Hari seterusnya..Kitorg pg naik cruise..menarik la..tgk pemandangan..die bg food n drink cm kek n roti..Dpt la minum capuccino,expresso..bleh amik sendiri..ape lg..amik je..Pastu ktorg pn naik duck adventure..bus tu round darat n terus masuk air round air plak..tgk pemandangan kt darat dan kt air..menarik gak la..yang best time nk masuk air..hampir basah dibuatnya..hehe..
Malam2 kitorg dibenarkan jln2 kt sane..resort tu pn dkt city..best la jln2..tgk brg2..release la sikit..belila ape yg bole bwa blk..souvenir..cm2 shopping..
Hari terakhir dibawa ke Brisbane..Kt sane melawat tmpt istirehat..shopping kompleks..ade la tmpt tgk2 pemandangan..ok la..sementara tnggu nk blk mlm tu di airport Brisbane..

A Walk To Remember - Egypt

Malaysia to Cairo..24/12/05-01/01/06

Perjalanan ke Cairo mengambil masa 10 jam..Cairo yang lebih terkenal dengan nama egypt..Sebelum pergi mengetahui terdapat beberapa tempat bersejarah di sana..pyramid..paling synonim..Cuaca di sana sangat sejuk..

Hari Pertama(Ahad, 25 DIS)

Sampai sana disambut oleh student malaysia UNIVERSITI AL-AZHAR(Universiti yang bile aku dengar aku sangat banggakanpelajar dari situ)..Kami dibawa ke tempat penginapan iaitu apartment student lelaki al-azhar..APARTMENT PAHANG..Pagi..Hari pertama menikmati egypt..Mengikut student kelantan sorang tu keadaan yang sejuk itu berbahaya so kurangkan mandi..mandi 2 atau 3 hari sekali shj..Ini adalah kerana kesan radioaktif peperangan di sane..Berkenalan degan tour guide kami yang juga adalah student al-azhar di sane.hafiz..Dia membawa kami ke pyramid..[Pyramid Saqqara,Pyramid Giza, Pyramid Spinx]..Sepanjang lawatan itu dia memberitahu sejarah-sejarah terdahulu..

Hari Kedua (Isnin, 26 Dis)

Kami melawat masjid-masjid, makam, kubu bersejarah..Buat pengetahuan..Di Cairo terdapat 3000buah masjid..Orang di sana sangat mementingkan solat..Sehinggakan di mana-mana shj boleh sembahyang..Di sana terdapat kawasan kubur diletakkan di bawah tanah dan rumah berada di atasnya..Melawat: Citadel Salahuddin, Masjid Sultan Hassan, Masjid Rifa'ie

Hari Ketiga (Selasa, 27 Dis)

Kami juga pergi ke Alexandria yang juga dikenali sebagai Iskandariah..Perjalanan Cairo ke sane mengambil masa 3 jam..Di sana kami melawat Montaza,Istana Farouk,Makam Nabi Daniel dan makam sahabat nabi
Hari Keempat (Rabu, 28 Dis)
Melawat kubu Qaitbay, Roman Theater(seperti Coliiseum di Rome) dan Perpustakaan Iskandariah[Perpustakaan pembinaan yang unik dan menggunakan tenaga suria untuk elektrik]..Sane 2 hari dan kemudian kami pulang ke Kaherah kembali..Pada malamnya menaiki kapal Cruise..

Hari Kelima (Khamis, 29 Dis)

Hari berikutnya kami melawat Muzium Firaun,Kristal Asfour[Kristal paling terkenal di dunia],Masjid Amru al'As[Masjid pertama di africa],makam Imam Syafie dan pergi ke bazar khalili khan[pasar jual barang murah2]..

Hari keenam (Jumaat, 30 Dis)

Kemudian hari seterusnya kami berangkat melawat SUEZ..Kami melalui terowong di bawah terusan Suez..Di sana kami pergi ke tempat kawasan peperangan Israel dan Mesir..kami dapat melihat segala senjata, tempat perang, tempat tidur dan sbgnya..Setelah itu, kami pergi ke Telaga Nabi Musa a.s..Di sana adalah kawasan perkampungan Arab..betul2 di padang pasir..

Hari Ketujuh (Sabtu, 31Dis)

Hari terakhir aktiviti bebas kami pergi ke shopping kompleks di sana dan bazar..Pergi dengan student sane dengan teksi..[Ibnu Sina dan Hafiz]..Kemudian pulang ke Malaysia..

Pengalaman yang tidak dapat dilupakan di sana..
-mula-mula di pyramid Saqqara bayar full fee untuk semua tapi rupanya budk2 boleh byr dgn fee student walaupun xde kad student..Time dkt pyramid Giza polis tu tahan kate budk bleh byr dgn fee student.. bile tukr tiket student je..polis tu minta tips..tips tu yang kitorg duit yg dpt from tukr tiket tu..maknanya same je la duit lesap gak..lepas tu ape2 fee pn gune fee student..murh je la..

-dekat bazar pulak..Bazar ni ramai sgt org..langgar sini sane..tmpt kwsn kite nk beli tu..kadg2 lori lalu,troli jual brg lalu..dhla sempit.memg tensen,,tp sabr je la..kna tolak pn ade..

-org sane kite kene bijak tawar menawar..memg sane asik tawar menawar je..even naik teksi pn bleh tawar bayaran teksi..diorg kate kite kene tegas dgn byrn yg kite nk.. mcm bile die x bg kite buat2 pergi dr org jual tu..nanti die pnggil kite blk n dpt la harga murh..taktik tu.. diorg bleh ckp melayu mcm (harga murah,harga runtuh,...)..

-perpustakaan Iskandariah nk masuk mcm naik kapal terbang ade security check..masuk muzium pn..

-ni plg ingat..di kwsn perkampungan arab..ari yang kitorg pergi tu ari jumaat..so kene solat jumaat..time tgh tnggu dlm van org solat jumaat..ramai budk2 berkumpul di van kitorg..memg x bleh kuar.. budk2 tu ketuk2 pintu tingkap van, panjat naik van..van bergoyang2..kasihan ade..takut pn ade..diorg minta mcm2..keadaa diorg yang penuh dengan pasir..dengan hingusan..pelbagai telatah di luar van kitorg.. nak bagi mkn tp tkt nnti die minta lg..n diorg berebut..kesian jugak..so elakkan je..bile dh abis solat bapa diorg kuar masjid diorg pn lari..diorg tkt dgn bapa mereka..Mak bapa mereka marah dgn cara membaling batu..

-keadaan bandar di sana..mereka di sana membawa kereta dengan lajunya..walaupun ade traffic jam tp kenderaan tetap bergerak..wpun laju tp kadar kemalangan kurg..kereta di parking di mana-mana mereka hendak..tp mereka akan tidak menarik handbreak..spy bleh digerakkan..kereta sane byk yg remuk..tp mereka x kisah. -Ada juga peminta sedekah yang ikut je ke mana kite pergi sampai kite bg duit kpd mereka..

-Ini pengalaman menyedihkan..Ketika di Makam Imam Syafie..Mazhab kita..Di tepi makam tersebut keadaan tidak bersih seperti sampah. Ini kerana ada yang mencampakkan pelbagai barang memohon sesuatu..Memang menyedihkan tempat tersebut tidak dibersihkan.. Kemudian ada seorang arab ni meminta derma..derma boleh diberi dengan seberapa yang kite nak..tetapi arab ni meminta byk2..kwn Mak daddy geram sgt..Kami merasakan ini adalah untuk dirinya sendiri bukn unt masjid atau makam..

-Makan di sane senang..Hari pertama makan..byk sgt di serve kan..Nasi, roti dan pelbagai juadah lain..memg terlebih diberinya..Kemudian ada juga makan di Malaysia Hall..Makan di Alexandria makan seafood..Roti sane memg sedap2..Kebab kt sane besar sgt terlbh kenyang..even mkn kt cafe apartment ktorg org melayu msk..byk sgt nasinya..

Ini sume adalah pengalaman..Journey yang menarik..Semoga dapat menyambungkan journey ke negara arab yang lain..negara Islam..Sambil melancong dapat mengetahui keadaan dunia di negara luar..Malaysia patut berbangga kerana bertuah mempunyai rakyat dan keadaan yang sejahtera..Pergi ke negara lain kite nampak kesengsaraan negara tersebut dan bertuahnya kite dengan negara kite..

new life

Every tree is a mother. Each season she gives birth to new life. She spends the winter pregnant with seed, reserving all the nutrients she imbibes to feed the creation growing inside. Her limbs hang bare, feeble yet strong. Her stature is proud; perhaps a bit tired, but confident, as she patiently awaits her vitality to return. She draws her subtle energy from the rich, wet ground, and rests in the wisdom of her nature. Meanwhile, her body and soul prepare for the budding of spring. The days grow longer, her source of light, stronger. Her faith proves true and soon she is bright again. First she is adorned with little flowers, noticeable mainly to herself. Others merely sense a change. They say they can "smell it in the air."
She soon feels the flowers turn into smooth coils of fiber, then delights as they unfold into beautiful, fresh leaves. A passerby notices her change: "suddenly everything looks so green!" he says. And so it is. Not only green, but shiny, bright, new green, like a fresh pepper just harvested from the fields. The mother tree smells and feels alive, and she celebrates with her friends and neighbors, as they, too, have given birth, once again.
The greatest honor of motherhood, of course, is to watch your children grow. To see them become strong and independent, and to witness their first recognition of their own selves. They slowly realize that they are whole, not merely one of your parts. Finally, they find their own colors, turning from green to red, or perhaps orange, or brown. They please the world with their brilliance, and at last, express the will to be free. As the mother, the tree must let them fall. She must release her grip, and let them sail, gently swaying back and forth through the tides of the open air. From her distance, the tree does not know what will become of them. She only knows that as the weather cools and the days shorten, she must reserve her energy for another cycle of change. She will give birth again, and again and again. So continues the life of the mother, who is a tree.